Saturday, October 10, 2009
watch this space, something new's gna come your way. <:
Saturday, August 22, 2009
FLEA TITANS
i know this space is rather dead but.............
Friday, July 31, 2009
no boundaries

SO. this space has been rather dead for abit. picking up where i left off, i ended up meeting the girls AND going for eden's party. out of which the latter was nothing short of wickedly awesome fun. i call party of the year so far? shiiiit. brought lou, dira, jac and melT along and i must say it was quite an eye-opener. the past week or so has been nothing short of a roller coaster, from stress about deadlines & presentations to immense joy over results and ... so far a straight A student for essgra, maintaining a B+ for GDF and getting an effin' B ang for effin' journalism.i want a overnight study session @ my place soon plsthx.
i think it's adorable how you're so clueless all the time.
Thursday, July 23, 2009
every step you climb another mountain

I AM DONE W ALL MY PROJECTS!!!!@#@!$%$#%&@$*^&$%*)@#
can you hear the angels singing their sweet praises?
oh thank you thank you thank you.
supposed to have dinner with the girls but with the party coming up on saturday, i can't believe i'm considering not going for dinner.
i don't know if you're gonna be reading this but, it's gonna be shit awkward with you there and i really haven't partied in the longest time.
i need to relieve some tension and i'm just so tired i wanna just go home and sleep after school.
but... cindy, fari &, dira. )):
ugh, decisions, decisions.
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
no surprise

i am so tired i think my brain might just fall out, seriously.
skipped out on medsoc lect to rush our marketing which is 95% done, thank god.
hopefully, eden finishes his medsoc bit by 6am tmr, so i can get up early and finish the editing.
after which, i can breathe and b/s my J1 IWA3.
speaking of which, what the hell am i supposed to write about!!?!
i just did my peer evaluations, R.I.P fool.
also, BIG SHOUTOUT TO GREY HOODIE BOY FROM THE LIBRARY (7TH FLOOR) YESTERDAY, will you please take bus 3 at 11am tmr and smile and wave, thanks :D
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Saturday, July 18, 2009
air traffic

i'm too busy to give a proper update with photos and whatnot so i'll just give you a list of assignments i've got due.
- CMMarketing GWA
- CMMarketing GWA (PPT)
- Journalism IWA3
- MedSoc GWA
- EssGra GWA
- GDF IWA3
Ju and I stayed up til 2+, 3 this morning trying to do as much of marketing as we could because we seem to be the only 2 freaking out about it. I mean ya we didn't send out a mass message for a group meeting or anything but must we always be the ones initiating it? Like seriously, it's getting so tiring. We've got 6 people in the group, and I won't name names, but come on man people. You barely do anything and even when you do do something, we have to heavily edit it or redo everything cos you did it all wrong? This is no joke, you may be willing to sacrifice your grade but I definitely am not.
This is uncool and I'm very unhappy.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
ihaveaheadache@ihatedeadlines.com

pls excuse Ju's orgasmic face. threadless tees make her very happy.
anw, finally met up with Louise after not seeing her for like, what? 6 years now? bloody shit she's like wayyyy taller than me now. unfairness ttm. stuffed my face silly with sashimi but somehow it doesn't feel as awesome as the one at ehub? i think deadlines are being insane like seriously i'm getting tremendous headaches every day from doing all the work. not cool. i really fully intend to bullshit all my surveys for journalism because frankly, 7 days is crazy, what with all the due dates we've got lined up.
and for all those people who're about to cave in, whatever your goal may be:
"don't let today's weakness ruin tomorrow's dream."
Friday, July 10, 2009
meow, she's fiesty.

hi bby, you know that, whatever you decide, you're amazing in my eyes. (:
and it doesn't matter, as long as the decisions make you happy.
so anw, i thought i would be liberated for a bit but apparently not, i've got another bloody assignment due next friday, Journalism GWA3, and we just handed in our GWA2 not too long ago. i'm doubting my marketing journals' ability to secure another B, maybe a C+? which basically leaves me with mugging my ass off for the semester test which I hopefully get a mofacking A for. ugh.
I also don't know what I did but my lower back is absolutely killing me, I can't bend down. I smell like a 60 yr old grandma cos i've been using the eu yan sang medicated plaster thing and this is really not helping my currently agitated state.
it's a friday night and instead of TGIF, what am I gonna do?
study...FML.
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Monday, July 6, 2009
spin round once and crash

i just finished my GDF poster, for the 5th time - yes, i'm anal like that. must say i'm rather satisfied, feel a lot better about this version that its predecessors! (:i've only done 2 out of 4 marketing journals and i'm completely sucked dry of ideas. not cool, really NOT COOL.
i started this post more than an hour ago, and promptly forgot about it. oops. sorry juju. hahahahahaha. anw, speaker's series tmr, exciting? mehhh not really i'm torn between what to wear really. sigh. per-com attire, not cool.
I giggled when you msned me, this has got to motherfucking stop.
Friday, July 3, 2009
door slams; cigarettes

quiet moments alone, staring out onto the empty street, with amie miriello playing in the background.
watching the smoky tendrils fade into the night's darkness, sends me into a peaceful dream-like state.
where everything's good, everything's great and i am completely fine.i blank out and it feels good, god it feels so good.
i'm starting to get very grumpy. lack of sleep or am i just getting sick of everything? i'm too young to see the world through such cycnical eyes. nothing seems good enough, all my work i do seems lackluster in one way or another. i have no confidence, even in my best subject - essgra. i so desperately need an A for the next assignment, and i'm starting to panic. am i expecting too much for myself? it's photoshop dammit, my niche, i'm supposed to feel comfortable. instead, i feel inadequate and keep questioning my ability to get an A. my dream of a getting a Z for it seems to be getting further and further. i see so many other people who are so much better than i am, and my confidence is slowly reaching rock bottom. :/
Thursday, July 2, 2009
i would like a new phone plsthx

hot makeout sessions in the back of a limousine. definitely on my list of top 10 hottest fantasies ever.i have, honest to goodness, never entered an online competition before, fingers crossed for this one! what dyou think about my attempt? :O I think I'm quite addicted to music, I mean who isn't right. But I can't function without music, I feel handicapped a lot of the time. Even better if my phone's got music, saves me having to carry my mp3 player around.
eden's finished 2 journal entries and i've yet to start on one, i am so screwed.
Shake up with Nokia Comes With Music!
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
bookworms and whatnot

3 cheers for late nights that're actually productive!timecheck: 1:01AM and here's a list of what I had to do, including assignments we've got due next week:MedSoc Notetaking - PG34-37
GDF Assignment 2 - NDP Poster (A3)EssGra Assignment 2 - Altered Perception (3 or more images)CMMarketing Assignment 2 - Journal 5, 6, 7, 8
there goes my 12 hours of catch-up sleep, and I can wave goodbye to my weekend. sigh. I feel so lost about marketing, it's not even funny. I need a map, a compass, and a fking GPS thingamabob. Granted, I got a B for the last set of journals, but that's nowhere near good enough. I need to start getting more As and stop settling for Bs.
i. am. so. tired.
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
tread carefully, love

everything has more than one side to it, look before you speak.nothing is one-dimensional. as you grow older, you realize how ugly the world really is. you aren't as oblivious to your surroundings, as you once were. you come to see the flaws in the world, cynicism is unavoidable and passiveness is just a coping mechanism. if i clung onto every single detail as i did in the past, i would explode. and it wouldn't be pretty. but you know that you're not alone, that everyone has their issues, and you're just thankful you have your friends to get you through it. to make you forget about it all, even if it's just for a split second. they give you that moment of sanity, where everything suddenly makes sense.
and i should caution you darling, word gets around. the walls do have eyes and ears.